Playing The Saddest Song For My Saddest Result

Great..all the new technician including me finished our unit rotation...and it comes to suspends after getting to know the permanently unit result..waiting..after waiting..finally,the naked truth day revealed..announced by the assistant of the PENGURUS WILAYAH UTARA..,keeping sliding hands hoping that the result is just what i am expected..guest what..the 1st name announced is me...position..SWITCHING STATION OPERATION...damn!!its hard to believe it..frustrated with the post..seriusly..shaking my head regularly..in my minds..imagine get move out to GURUN HVDC CONVERTER STATION..almost 68km from Perda..thats my rent houze are...working in SHIFT hour..8 hours...chaotic thinking..working under pressure with a sad heart..a hope iz just a hope..never dare to dream up..