Cant Catch Tomorrow Mr Brightside..

Clock shows 10.55pm by GMT Malaysia Time Zone..Open up the laptop screen..feelings wind tickles behind my back through my bedroom window..hoping a rain could get me a better sleep..grab a sweater..not felling well..quite cool inside here..holding on tight my favourite 'bones' pillow at my side..closer to the monitor..turn on my music mp3 from my phone..being played So Long Goodbye by Sum41..accompany me to simmulate my moods gets telly with the night..no stars is shown up..same as the moon..while thinking to takes myself out from the house takes a walk to the beach..uploading a new aura..installing a new oxigen to neutralise my hearts n minds..egoisme finally taking controls of the lyrics of the hearts..thrown away myself as a normal character..desperate to find a cure..the clue is not out there..im totally out of idea to solve this main problem through this gigantic supernary hearts stuff..it moves on flashing my day to nothing..presize to get going without thinking it??..its impossible..so many ways of failure..being stuck on with the moods..another conversation with her could be another war from the past..aiming my hearts that fulls of confusing..maybe someday i will know...maybe someday i will grow..maybe someday i will end this tears and go..for tomorrow..for my beautiful suns that i always missed on..i dont want the moment to ever end..ive already stumbles and falls far behind..i will wait here forever wishing u smile and hoping for u to forgive my wild..coz its true i am nothing without u..i am holding this for u to show..that i wont let u go..u are my tomorrow..forgives me HAMITAF..-end