Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Cant Catch Tomorrow Mr Brightside..

Clock shows 10.55pm by GMT Malaysia Time Zone..Open up the laptop screen..feelings wind tickles behind my back through my bedroom window..hoping a rain could get me a better sleep..grab a sweater..not felling well..quite cool inside here..holding on tight my favourite 'bones' pillow at my side..closer to the monitor..turn on my music mp3 from my phone..being played So Long Goodbye by Sum41..accompany me to simmulate my moods gets telly with the night..no stars is shown up..same as the moon..while thinking to takes myself out from the house takes a walk to the beach..uploading a new aura..installing a new oxigen to neutralise my hearts n minds..egoisme finally taking controls of the lyrics of the hearts..thrown away myself as a normal character..desperate to find a cure..the clue is not out there..im totally out of idea to solve this main problem through this gigantic supernary hearts stuff..it moves on flashing my day to nothing..presize to get going without thinking it??..its impossible..so many ways of failure..being stuck on with the moods..another conversation with her could be another war from the past..aiming my hearts that fulls of confusing..maybe someday i will know...maybe someday i will grow..maybe someday i will end this tears and go..for tomorrow..for my beautiful suns that i always missed on..i dont want the moment to ever end..ive already stumbles and falls far behind..i will wait here forever wishing u smile and hoping for u to forgive my wild..coz its true i am nothing without u..i am holding this for u to show..that i wont let u go..u are my tomorrow..forgives me HAMITAF..-end

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Shoppa Doopa..


Raya is coming..its a normal malaysian phenomenon..all the muslims getting prepared being rushed to attacking the MALL..while the shop discount going crazy with the price..discount everywhere..from 10% - 70%..totally a bizarre!!im not included to join with them..huhu..shopping is my favourite..love to spends money on a new Shirts,Pants, n Shoes..that is a must..a MUST Monthly Activities after got paid..haha..while HARI RAYA IS AROUND THE CORNER..me,myself and i accompany by my BONAMANA ( FIFILISSHAL FORSHIZZZAL ) take a quick ride to the MALL..finding some BAJU RAYA after already booking a new BAJU MELAYU..huhu..Have A Happy Ramadhan Everyone..=)

* My Ucuk iz Tiring Shopping..Juz Look At Her On The Picture Featured..haha..=p

HVDC GURUN CONVERTER STATION


Ok..here we are...here i am..and this is it..this is my destiny..so im moving forward at it..never turning back..start a new life.. a new diary..here we go..let me introduce u what is HVDC GURUN CONVERTER STATION are..it is a DIRECT CURRENT CONVERTER STATION ( DC SUPPLY ) FROM ALTERNATING CURRENT (AC SUPPLY ) CONVERT TO HIGH VOLTAGE DC AT 300MW/600MW EXPORTING TO KHLONG NGAE STATION AT THAILAND SIDE..,my job is to monitor the lines and the system that TNB exported to EGAT..thats SSO job are..huhu..pretty bored sometimes..but the people and the BOSS is very kind tolerant,very close with the workers..nice to be on this healthy environment work place..no pressure..very relax monitoring..having a few joke with the other workers..started to love the place at my positive side..

Intro Neo


Counting days..by days..getting jealous with friends...buying a car..throttle up the paddle..moving and travelling with no worries about getting wet by the rain..im sitting on my favourite sofa at my rent houze..take a time to relaxing and started to thinking...an idea came..its about collecting my future life asset that i am dreaming when i was a kid..1st..i want to have a motorcycle..i already have it..tick,i want to have a proper job..tick..done already,i want to buy a car...im focusing on the title..slowly take a time to think on my month salary..minus all the daily eating budget,montly spends for shopping,cell phones creadits,my mom...i think i afford it..start to survey a affordable car and what car that suitable with my soul and ofcouse my LIFESTYLE OF FENG TAU..huhu..funny right?..at the same time thinking choosing a number for my future car..whats alphanumber could it be?..introduce..

Playing The Saddest Song For My Saddest Result

Great..all the new technician including me finished our unit rotation...and it comes to suspends after getting to know the permanently unit result..waiting..after waiting..finally,the naked truth day revealed..announced by the assistant of the PENGURUS WILAYAH UTARA..,keeping sliding hands hoping that the result is just what i am expected..guest what..the 1st name announced is me...position..SWITCHING STATION OPERATION...damn!!its hard to believe it..frustrated with the post..seriusly..shaking my head regularly..in my minds..imagine get move out to GURUN HVDC CONVERTER STATION..almost 68km from Perda..thats my rent houze are...working in SHIFT hour..8 hours...chaotic thinking..working under pressure with a sad heart..a hope iz just a hope..never dare to dream up..

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Dazzling Dazzyshall

First..Congratulations to my one and only little brother..DAZZYSHAL FORSHIZZAL..that have been offered to POLITEKNIK SULTANAH BAHIYAH..in DIPLOMA OF CIVIL ENGINEERING..goodluck for you on your studies..hopefully u also creating a myth that youve been buzzling around at home..haha..moving forward brother..remember every single words from MAMA..she knows whats better for her son..plus try to keep your pointer consistance as well..study smart..and getting high..hahahaha..=p

Missing In Action ( M.I.A )


Heyya..im back on the pinch..huhu..time is getting fast..and i keep moving around having my life routine..instead of working..try to achieving my goal..vision and dreams...tiring job thats creating a lot..lot of $$$..hehe..lately i am buzy..getting focus for my work schedule..breakdown..outstation..daily routine maintenance..and bla2..huhu..but i am having fun with the job..the job that been dreaming by all electro graduate..maybe..haha..ALHAMDULILLAH..luck on my side..now,im already 6month on the position..and its getting smooth as i planed..collecting asset one at the time..slowly till its enough for my empire..hahah..kidding..hope luck on your side too..INSYAALLAH..=)